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itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: I feel guilty
you should Never feel like that! Make choices and don’t look back what is meant to be - will be. Youve got the rest of your life to look forward to and have plenty of time to put the pieces together
Thank you so much for your kind words! But its hard because i should have started university a year ago and thats just how i was taught, like i feel guilty for letting down my parents plan for me to be in uni by this time..idk its weird. And its especially hard being with someone who entered uni 2 years earlier than everyone else, coming from a foreign country and just having high expectations and standards in general! lots of pressure!
I feel guilty for letting myself down. Is that even possible? Is it possible to feel guilty towards yourself? For actions you’ve done that have a effected you? I don’t know, but somehow I do. I feel guilty for not being in university yet. I feel guilty for being one of those kids without their life together on the timeline most have it. I feel guilty for letting myself give all control to all the men in my past, and my current interest as well. I feel guilty that I made myself believe that giving up all control and feeling so lonely and empty was right. I feel guilty about compromising my morals and beliefs for someone else’s when they do not compromise on theirs. And I feel guilty for staying in this situation for as long as I have. I feel so guilty but I know I won’t walk away. Its not even in my mind, its like I can’t fathom my life right now without him and without his guidance.
itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: itshowyoulookatme replied to your post:…
your to young to be selfless
its weird because by 20 years old i consider myself to have had enough experience in the boy department to know better, but lol i dont
itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: itshowyoulookatme replied to your post:…
If your worlds don’t collide then you have to choose yours or theres
yeah and unfortunately i chose their’s :/
itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: I hate how…
nothing is impos-able !!
but it is when that person means the world to you!
itshowyoulookatme replied to your post: I hate how one person can have complete control over my emotions
you control the situation!!
but its impossible D:
